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Saturday, January 29, 2011

The SweeTest Thing

I was watching American Idol on Thursday night with him when Chris Medina came on air.
When I heard him telling his story and saying.

"What kind of guy would I be if I walked out on her when she needed me the most?"
I almost cried. Then I turn to him.

Me: That is so sweet! Like how many guys would actually do that?

He gave me the face.
I was like Oops...!
After his minute of fame was over, it dawned on me that he will be like that. If anything were to happen to me, he will not leave and will take care of me. So I turn to him.

Me: If I am ever in a situation where I cannot take care of myself, can you please leave me and find another girl who can take care of you and make you happy and have children?

Him: No.

Me: Why not? You deserve to be happy. Nobody said that you should stay with me forever.

Him: But I want to.

Me: But why? Please?

Him: No.

Now I feel bad. I mean it's sweet for guys to stay by and took care of their love. But I will feel very sad if I'm in that situation, unable to take care of myself and troubling my caretakers. I will cry daily even though he is by my side.
I'm sorry, Dear. But this is not your choice and this is not a request. It's an order. If one day I suddenly became uncontactable, please move on. Dont even bother of finding me or my friends. Coz when that happens, it means that either I'm a living vegetable or half dead. And you should move on and have a happy married life with lots of children.